“燃燒
想像不到痛還在燃燒
以為火早已撲滅了
怎麼一見你
心又被後悔灼傷了。”

life's like the longest chinese lyrics ever

恋爱症候群  

关于恋爱症候群的发生原因
至今仍然是最大一个谜
不管性别年龄职业体重学历长相和血型
没有一个人可以免疫
有些专家学者研究后相信
恋爱是内分泌失调所引起
却有别人认为恋爱属于滤过性病毒
象感冒无药可救但会自动痊愈
不管你同不同意
自古到今许多例子证明
恋爱不但是一种病态
它还可能是一种变态
一般发病后的初期反应
会开始是改变一些生活习性
洗澡洗得特别干净
刷牙刷得特别用力
半夜突然爬起来弹钢琴
有人每天站在阳台对路人傻笑
有人突然疯疯癫癫 突然很安静
有人一脸痴呆对着镜子咬着指甲打喷嚏
有人对着小狗骂三字经
女人突然改变发型
男人开始每天练着哑铃
食欲不振歇斯底里四肢萎缩神经过敏发抖抽筋
都出现在这时期
随着病情越来越变本加厉
人会变得格外敏感勇敢和恶心
写的说的唱的都像天才诗人一般才华洋溢
越肉麻越觉得有趣
有人恋爱之后每天躲在厕所哭泣
有人开记者会宣布恋爱的消息
有人总是喜欢两个人躲在黑漆漆的地方
像做了不可告人的事情
每天忙着找人算命
挖空心思改变自己配合对方的习性
把每天都当作纪念日
把自己当作纪念品
每天漫无目的腻在一起
言不及意也觉得好有趣
走着坐着躺着趴着都形影不离
像是两人三脚又像连体婴
心里想的只有爱你爱你爱你爱你
也不管家里米缸有没有米
也不管路上有人示威抗议
只管爱你
心里想的只有爱你爱你爱你爱你
也不管海峡两岸统一问题
也不管衣索匹亚多少难民
只管爱你
经过一段轰轰烈烈热恋时期
不久就会渐渐开始痊愈
两人开始互相厌倦
互相攻击对方缺点
所有甜蜜都随风而去
然后开始从错觉和误解中清醒
惊讶自己为何如此不聪明
为了爱情不管一切
不顾父母朋友姐妹兄弟
开始感到后悔不已
然后开始感到疲惫沉闷气喘心悸牙痛头痛梦呓
然后是精神不济瞳孔放大脾气暴躁四肢麻痹
终于受不了要分离
虽然结果颇令人伤心
了解之后也没什么了不起
爱情终究是握不住的云
只是我想要告诉你
在我落寞的岁月里
你的温柔解脱我的孤寂
带给我深深的狂喜
如此颤动着我的心灵
轻轻诉说爱你爱你爱你爱你
不管是黑夜或是黎明
不管是梦中或是清醒
深深爱你
多么幸福让我遇见你 呜……

完？

因为太在乎而担心，因为担心而害怕，因为害怕而心急，因为心急而肯定，因为肯定而结束。
应该不会有多一次的机会。说出那些不应该说的话。但尽管她对我说了什么，过了一晚，一切仿佛都回到喜欢她的心境。我太自私了。咳。。 我想这次不是我死心，而是她死心了。真的完了吗？咳。。 算了。。

life's like being summarised by a song.

齊秦-袖手旁觀

寂寞讓人盲　思念讓人慌
多喝一點酒　多吹一些風能不能解放

生活有些忙　堅持有點難
閉上一隻眼　點上一根煙能不能不管

妳最近好嗎　身體可無恙
多想不去想　夜夜偏又想真教人為難

妳的臉龐閉上眼睛就在我面前轉呀轉
我拿什麼條件能夠把妳遺忘
除非我們從一開始就不曾愛過對方

妳的近況斷續從朋友口中傳到我耳畔
我拿什麼條件可以袖手旁觀
除非妳說離開我妳從不曾覺得遺憾 。


歌曲就是这么的奇妙。一首歌描述了我对你一生的感情。
算了。不想了。

life's like a stock market..

We invest in a ''certain'' stock from a pool of stocks in a stock market through ''instinct/study'' and hopefully we will get back some profit out of it.. After investing, we will switch on television to ''show concern'' to the stock we invested rather than watching television shows..
At this point of time, we don't do anything but to WAIT.
When we see that the ''situation'' not favoring towards us, we ''sell'' them away.. That's about it=)

In life, we do encounter that ''certain'' someone whom we really like=) how do we know whether he or she is the one that we really like? that's right! through our instinct and studying the person's interest, personality and many many more.. After studying, we ''invest'' on them and hope to get some ''profits'' from them.. How do we go about investing and what ''profits'' are we getting? We ''show concern'' to that ''certain'' someone whom we really like and hope to get ''loved'' in return. Exactly like what we do in stock market, we WAIT=) nothing but showing concerns and waiting waiting and waiting..
Similarly, when the situation is not favoring towards us, we let go of him or her.. That's all about it=)

I believe there will be someone in the world, who will not let go of that ''certain'' someone even though the situation have gone really really bad... People around will be advising us that this stock we are investing have gone bad and we should change a new stock BUT we just don't stop investing on the one we have invested previously despite the bad situation..
The stock goes..
+5.02, +3.45, +1.69, +0.83, +0.52, +0.01...
At this point of time, what are we still hoping for? Sell?? Yes???

I'm still hoping for a miracle to happen..
It's painful no doubt. Hope for nothing but a little ''profits'' that's all=) 
Even the situation is this bad, I'm willing to wait for her..
For her ''profits''=)
Cheers for Stock Market(Love Market)!=)
No matter how many times you were ''sold'',, i will ''buy'' you and never sell you away..
All i need is your trust and love.. Still waiting=)