i want to be around..

life's like that.. what will you do if someone you like doesn't really have the feeling towards you but u just want to be around? will you be gushed with the very ''weird feeling'' when u see him or her? bravo to those who overcome and able to speak or chat with the person u like naturally and bravo to me too! After 9years, FiNaLlY.. overcome and sadly, she thought i don't have feelings for her anymore therefore, we are able to chat very naturally even though it's face to face chatting=) but she totally misinterpreted it because throughout the years, every part of my body changed except for my heart.. what to do? confess again and express affections and let the ''weird feelings'' arise again and make us not able to talk naturally again? life's like that.. there are choice but sometimes it's a chance that we shouldn't take.. exactly.. so near yet so far.. life's like that..