i want you so badly. . But i am afraid i can't control my feelings and i can't do well for my studies. .
because of this, i chose to not think and talk about it. . Just by thinking of it, makes me feel so useless. . i can't give u a house now. . i can't even support myself now. . i know i am slower. . that's why i don't have the confidence to even talk about it. .
sorry dear. . this may sound heartless and so lousy but what i am doing is sowing the seed for the better future. . i don't like to say things i can't do it now. . i want to say it because i can do it. .
i love you. .
Monday, 30 July 2012
Friday, 6 July 2012
life's like being worried.
what happened WHAT happened WHAT HAPPENED? why is my dear ignoring me and mad at me again? i am clueless. . worried MAX. . oh dear. . it is fine awhile ago and after awhile, it's as if someone told u something not nice and u are angry and mad and ignoring me. . I am sorry dear. . i don't know and clueless and super 笨蛋. . i really don't know what happened. .
dear, i love you. . please don't. . .
dear, i love you. . please don't. . .
Sunday, 27 May 2012
Thursday, 10 May 2012
life's like a string
When we really like someone and propose to him/her and he/she accepted us, It's a string attached.
It basically means that a string is attached from us to the other person we like and the relationship will be like the term, "a string attached". When either one of them ''pulls'' or "loosen" the string, they will know immediately. This means that whatever we do or where ever we go, both of them will know.
When we really like someone and propose to him/her and he/she didn't accept us, It's a loose string attached. It basically means that the string is TOUCHING THE PERSON but the person choose not to hold it. It's a sad thing because the person putting the string on that person but that person doesn't want to hold it so the person putting the string will just follow that person just to let the string TOUCH that person. Totally one-sided.
When we really like someone and propose to him/her and he/she didn't accept us but didn't reject us, It's a no string attached. It's like what the term,"no string attached". We are free to do whatever we want and go wherever we go and the other party can choose to know or don't choose to know. This type of "attachment", is the most freedom "attachment" of all but it's the most insecure one because it's like what the term, "no string attached". nobody knows where on earth is he/she or what he/she does=)
In life, there are many strings attaching and detaching. What makes a good attachment? Which part of the body of the person we love are we attaching? something can be seen or is it something that cannot be explained? If we are attaching to any parts of his/her body, we may need to think deeper why are we attaching in the first place. If we are attaching the string to something that we can't see or explained or i should say attached automatically to a place that we doesn't know, then maybe it is a diamond string attached=)
It basically means that a string is attached from us to the other person we like and the relationship will be like the term, "a string attached". When either one of them ''pulls'' or "loosen" the string, they will know immediately. This means that whatever we do or where ever we go, both of them will know.
When we really like someone and propose to him/her and he/she didn't accept us, It's a loose string attached. It basically means that the string is TOUCHING THE PERSON but the person choose not to hold it. It's a sad thing because the person putting the string on that person but that person doesn't want to hold it so the person putting the string will just follow that person just to let the string TOUCH that person. Totally one-sided.
When we really like someone and propose to him/her and he/she didn't accept us but didn't reject us, It's a no string attached. It's like what the term,"no string attached". We are free to do whatever we want and go wherever we go and the other party can choose to know or don't choose to know. This type of "attachment", is the most freedom "attachment" of all but it's the most insecure one because it's like what the term, "no string attached". nobody knows where on earth is he/she or what he/she does=)
In life, there are many strings attaching and detaching. What makes a good attachment? Which part of the body of the person we love are we attaching? something can be seen or is it something that cannot be explained? If we are attaching to any parts of his/her body, we may need to think deeper why are we attaching in the first place. If we are attaching the string to something that we can't see or explained or i should say attached automatically to a place that we doesn't know, then maybe it is a diamond string attached=)
Friday, 4 May 2012
Monday, 23 April 2012
Monday, 16 April 2012
life's like the longest chinese lyrics ever
恋爱症候群
关于恋爱症候群的发生原因
至今仍然是最大一个谜
不管性别年龄职业体重学历长相和血型
没有一个人可以免疫
有些专家学者研究后相信
恋爱是内分泌失调所引起
却有别人认为恋爱属于滤过性病毒
象感冒无药可救但会自动痊愈
不管你同不同意
自古到今许多例子证明
恋爱不但是一种病态
它还可能是一种变态
一般发病后的初期反应
会开始是改变一些生活习性
洗澡洗得特别干净
刷牙刷得特别用力
半夜突然爬起来弹钢琴
有人每天站在阳台对路人傻笑
有人突然疯疯癫癫 突然很安静
有人一脸痴呆对着镜子咬着指甲打喷嚏
有人对着小狗骂三字经
女人突然改变发型
男人开始每天练着哑铃
食欲不振歇斯底里四肢萎缩神经过敏发抖抽筋
都出现在这时期
随着病情越来越变本加厉
人会变得格外敏感勇敢和恶心
写的说的唱的都像天才诗人一般才华洋溢
越肉麻越觉得有趣
有人恋爱之后每天躲在厕所哭泣
有人开记者会宣布恋爱的消息
有人总是喜欢两个人躲在黑漆漆的地方
像做了不可告人的事情
每天忙着找人算命
挖空心思改变自己配合对方的习性
把每天都当作纪念日
把自己当作纪念品
每天漫无目的腻在一起
言不及意也觉得好有趣
走着坐着躺着趴着都形影不离
像是两人三脚又像连体婴
心里想的只有爱你爱你爱你爱你
也不管家里米缸有没有米
也不管路上有人示威抗议
只管爱你
心里想的只有爱你爱你爱你爱你
也不管海峡两岸统一问题
也不管衣索匹亚多少难民
只管爱你
经过一段轰轰烈烈热恋时期
不久就会渐渐开始痊愈
两人开始互相厌倦
互相攻击对方缺点
所有甜蜜都随风而去
然后开始从错觉和误解中清醒
惊讶自己为何如此不聪明
为了爱情不管一切
不顾父母朋友姐妹兄弟
开始感到后悔不已
然后开始感到疲惫沉闷气喘心悸牙痛头痛梦呓
然后是精神不济瞳孔放大脾气暴躁四肢麻痹
终于受不了要分离
虽然结果颇令人伤心
了解之后也没什么了不起
爱情终究是握不住的云
只是我想要告诉你
在我落寞的岁月里
你的温柔解脱我的孤寂
带给我深深的狂喜
如此颤动着我的心灵
轻轻诉说爱你爱你爱你爱你
不管是黑夜或是黎明
不管是梦中或是清醒
深深爱你
多么幸福让我遇见你 呜……
关于恋爱症候群的发生原因
至今仍然是最大一个谜
不管性别年龄职业体重学历长相和血型
没有一个人可以免疫
有些专家学者研究后相信
恋爱是内分泌失调所引起
却有别人认为恋爱属于滤过性病毒
象感冒无药可救但会自动痊愈
不管你同不同意
自古到今许多例子证明
恋爱不但是一种病态
它还可能是一种变态
一般发病后的初期反应
会开始是改变一些生活习性
洗澡洗得特别干净
刷牙刷得特别用力
半夜突然爬起来弹钢琴
有人每天站在阳台对路人傻笑
有人突然疯疯癫癫 突然很安静
有人一脸痴呆对着镜子咬着指甲打喷嚏
有人对着小狗骂三字经
女人突然改变发型
男人开始每天练着哑铃
食欲不振歇斯底里四肢萎缩神经过敏发抖抽筋
都出现在这时期
随着病情越来越变本加厉
人会变得格外敏感勇敢和恶心
写的说的唱的都像天才诗人一般才华洋溢
越肉麻越觉得有趣
有人恋爱之后每天躲在厕所哭泣
有人开记者会宣布恋爱的消息
有人总是喜欢两个人躲在黑漆漆的地方
像做了不可告人的事情
每天忙着找人算命
挖空心思改变自己配合对方的习性
把每天都当作纪念日
把自己当作纪念品
每天漫无目的腻在一起
言不及意也觉得好有趣
走着坐着躺着趴着都形影不离
像是两人三脚又像连体婴
心里想的只有爱你爱你爱你爱你
也不管家里米缸有没有米
也不管路上有人示威抗议
只管爱你
心里想的只有爱你爱你爱你爱你
也不管海峡两岸统一问题
也不管衣索匹亚多少难民
只管爱你
经过一段轰轰烈烈热恋时期
不久就会渐渐开始痊愈
两人开始互相厌倦
互相攻击对方缺点
所有甜蜜都随风而去
然后开始从错觉和误解中清醒
惊讶自己为何如此不聪明
为了爱情不管一切
不顾父母朋友姐妹兄弟
开始感到后悔不已
然后开始感到疲惫沉闷气喘心悸牙痛头痛梦呓
然后是精神不济瞳孔放大脾气暴躁四肢麻痹
终于受不了要分离
虽然结果颇令人伤心
了解之后也没什么了不起
爱情终究是握不住的云
只是我想要告诉你
在我落寞的岁月里
你的温柔解脱我的孤寂
带给我深深的狂喜
如此颤动着我的心灵
轻轻诉说爱你爱你爱你爱你
不管是黑夜或是黎明
不管是梦中或是清醒
深深爱你
多么幸福让我遇见你 呜……
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