sometimes when our views are not seen by others, should we stop and accept other people's views and reflect on our views too? when things seems to be settled down, we have another different point of view again.. we are not even at the point of relationship to be affected by different point of view.. to be exact, she is probably not affected.. it's all my guesses again.. my guesses always spark a small fire between our conversation.. she will be the positive ones who thinks that even if something fails, atleast we tried that kind of person and i'm always the negative ones who thinks that no point trying because i think it will fail from my observation that kind of person.
there is no right or wrong for different point of views but things are like that.. probably i'm always like that and made her fed up because it's always the opposite of what she thinks.. the worst of everything is we are going to stop smsing each other for sometime and i will be the one to start the ball rolling again.. it's abit sad because through this act, it just shows that the feelings are not mutual. i want her to be in my life but she have so many people around her and she doesn't need me to be around.. to be exact, i'm always thinking too much because she doesn't have the feelings for me and i'm always hoping to have more feelings from her..
knowing that it will probably take another life for her to fall for me but still waiting and hoping for a miracle.
people call that a stupid fool.
q.bert, u need a meteor to wake u up isn't it?
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